Not even coffee has helped me to begin this Monday morning. We lost internet last week, still don’t have to money to turn it back on.  Being broke is depressing.

Last night I slept terribly. I do not think I entered REM sleep at all. I am dragging today.  Mother’s Day was a time for me to work in the garden for a little bit,  grocery shop,  laundry,  dishes and try something new for dinner.  Basically it was just another day and nothing special.  Why is Mother’s Day such a big deal? It is not like I get the day off.

A good friend was married this weekend.  We all went.  She looked beautiful! I cannot remember the last time she smiled like she did on Saturday.  I truly believe she will be happy and never regret her choice.  The guy only had to ask her 12 times in 4 years before she said yes.  She does not believe in divorce,  so marriage is extremely serious in her mind. I have a lot of respect for her.  My oldest sang a song to the bride and groom at the start of the reception.  The bride cried tears of happiness.

Trying  to write this on my phone is not easy. I will try again later.